is to have a healthy baby.
is to be home with my family.
is to see/smell/squeeze Riley in his pajamas and read books at bedtime.
is to sleep in my very own bed next to my very own husband.
is to take a bath in my very own bathtub.
is to walk in my front door.
is to kiss my puppy.
is to enjoy fresh air for more than 20 or 30 minutes.
is to hear Riley talking/singing to himself on the monitor in the morning.
is to make my very own coffee in my very own coffee-maker from my coffee cup.
is to do something FUN with my little guy.
is to do some holiday baking.
is to have a healthy baby AND have my life back.
Let the countdown begin. 30 weeks today, 4 weeks to go!